I Can't Stand Bracing For The End

I know the end before it even happens, and I hate the feeling. I know all too well what the fracturing of a relationship looks like before it has the chance of shaking the foundation. But I sound crazy when I say it out loud, so I choose to hold my tongue and watch it collapse around me so I can be correct in my assumptions. I bear the weight of a friendship caving in or a relationship exploding because you seem far less crazy when others can watch it happen instead of being discussed like a possibility.